goodbye 2006

goodbye 2006

so fast eh this yr gonna over soon le. can't believe i'm already 17..haax.reaching 18 in almost 3 mths times. watch movie can upgrade already.lols..how time flies..

well..this yr is the toughest yr i've ever lived so far. so many things happen..

the transition from sec sch to jc..must adapt.1st 3 mths life in sa.den went nanyang. made alot of frens. mostly good ones..den the mugging..the promos..tougher den O levels.the project work.the breakup.the patching up.the heartbreak again..the period of letting go. the first part time job. the gastric prob..the unfinished mountain of hw.

hmm..it's all OVER. phew..

2007. a new yr. new start. hope everything turn out nicely.

btw..HAPPY NEW YR!! :D

ah ma bdae. short hair.last day of work.

LAST day of work. we actually 'ponned' e last half an hr. lols.


cos we were discussing abt hair & finally decided that i shld cut my hair SHORT. was too excited liao. so ali & her bro pei me go home change & take money. went to e salon.
tada! my hair is SHORT now. hahas..


wanted to do hw in e aftn. but too tired. so nap. wake up, go family dinner.


steamboat near my grandma hse. actually had e dinner to sort of celebrate my grandma's upcoming bdae. 2 tables. big big family eat tgt. how nice & warm. we r happy family..lols. :D


aft dinner, went bugis with my xiao yi (youngest aunt). shop shop see got nice shoes not. den she say my hairstyle now if trim e side abit nicer. went home ask mom she oso say so. haax..think i going back e salon trim again lo..


hmm cut short hair..cos see long hair & e same hairstyle til very sian le. so yeps. CHANGE.


gonna get a new pair of specs soon. before new yr ba..mom dun let me make contacts first. haax. maybe in future lo..hee.


wondering if i shld stay up tonite to do hw......

everything's changed.

everything's changed.

yey! changed my blog address & blogskin. no more sad sad feeling. :D

went sch to do net banner. was quite fun painting. went home after that. came home slp. missed tian wai fei xian (channel U 7.00pm). argh! :( mom & bro said they tried to wake me & i said orh. but i couldn't rmb anything after waking up leh. haax.

nvr do hw. oh oh..going off soon to do. hees..

LAST day of work tmr. gambatte!

time for a change

time for a change.

i wan to change my blog add & blogskin. soon. when i have time. haax.. e current one is too sad. & i'm no longer feeling it now.

dunno wat to put for e blog add. guess it's gonna be sth lame again. lols..

homework. homework. homework. & HOMEWORK. -.-

going work 3hrs tmr & go sch do netball banner. hai..boring.

INTERESTING xmas

guess how i spent my xmas?? WONDERFUL.


a miracle happened.


i did my FIRST physics tut on current of electricity. ((:


how INTERESTING can it get rite. stayed at home e whole day facing physics notes. tutorial.foolscap.stationery.not forgetting the calculator. -.-"'


oh well..hahas.


was supposed to meet peu la. but in e end lazy go out. nat lib not opened on pub hols too.


hmm no presents ba. family dun celebrate xmas de. oso nvr go out w frens. so tada..NTH.


but nvm lo..every yr xmas oso same. it's jus another normal day for me la. hahas..


aeys..received lots of xmas wishes lo. alot alot. but not from...hmm. let's not stuck at $87.50. move on to $875. hahahas. guess only ali unstd wat i mean. if u wan noe den ask me lo..hehes.


off to cut my editorials. :/

Merry Xmas!

HoHoHo..Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!! :D

HR test

tried this from one of the older emails. haax. rather accurate ba..hahas.highlighted ones are my ans..total points 44..if u're going to try..have fun! :D




This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept at many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees. It's only 10 Simple questions, so grab a pencil and paper, keeping track of your letter answers
to each question.




Answers are for who you are now --- not who you were
in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready.




1. When do you feel your best?
a) in the morning
b) during the afternoon &and early evening
c) late at night




2. You usually walk...
a) fairly fast, with long steps
b) fairly fast, with little steps
c) less fast head up, looking the world in the face
d) less fast, head down
e) very slowly




3. When talking to people you..
a) stand with your arms folded
b) have your hands clasped
c) have one or both your hands on your hips
d) touch or push the person to whom you are talking
e) play with your ear, touch your chin, or smooth your hair




4. When relaxing, you sit with...
a) your knees bent with your legs neatly side by side
b) your legs crossed
c) your legs stretched out or straight
d) one leg curled under you




5. When something really amuses you, you react with...
a) big appreciated laugh
b) a laugh, but not a loud one
c) a quiet chuckle
d) a sheepish smile




6. When you go to a party or social gathering you..
a) make a loud entrance so everyone notices you
b) make a quiet entrance, looking around for someone you know
c) make the quietest entrance, trying to stay unnoticed




7.You're working very hard, concentrating hard, and you're interrupted...u..
a)welcome the break
b)feel extremely irritated
c)vary between these two extremes




8. Which of the following colors do you like most?
a) Red or orange
b) black
c) yellow or light blue
d) green
e) dark blue or purple
f) white
g) brown or gray




9. When you are in bed at night, in those last few moments before going to sleep you are....
a) stretched out on your back
b) stretched out face down on your stomach
c) on your side, slightly curled
d) with your head on one arm
e) with your head under the covers




10. You often dream that you are...
a) falling
b) fighting or struggling
c) searching for something or somebody
d) flying or floating
e) you usually have dreamless sleep
f) your dreams are always pleasant




POINTS:
1. (a) 2 (b) 4 (c) 6
2. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 7 (d) 2 (e) 1
3. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 5 (d) 7 (e) 6
4. (a) 4 (b) 6 (c) 2 (d) 1
5. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 2
6. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 2
7. (a) 6 (b) 2 (c) 4
8. (a) 6 (b) 7 (c) 5 (d) 4 (e) 3 (f) 2 (g) 1
9. (a) 7 (b) 6 (c) 4 (d) 2 (e) 1
10.(a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 6 (f) 1




Now add up the total number of points.




OVER 60 POINTS: Others see you as someone they should "handle with care." You're seen as vain, self-centered, and who is extremely dominant. Others may admire you, wishing they could be more like you, but don't always trust you, hesitating to become too deeply involved with you.




51 TO 60 POINTS: Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural leader, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones.They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.




41 TO 50 POINTS: Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head.They also see you as kind, considerate,
and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.




31 TO 40 POINTS : Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty
in return.Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over if that trust is ever broken.




21 TO 30 POINTS: Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.It would really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment, expecting you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then, usually decide against it.They think this reaction is caused partly by your careful nature.




UNDER 21 POINTS : People think you are shy, nervous, and indecisive, someone who needs looking after, who always wants someone else to make the decisions & who doesn't want to get involved with anyone or anything.They see you as a worrier who always sees problems that don't exist. Some people think you're boring. Only those who know you well know that you aren't.



oh well..e pile of work is still there. (x

new sport shoes!

bought a new pair of sport shoes today. yeyness! :D


went to the chinese physician for a review. much better le. cp says if completely ok le den wun relapse ba. cannot eat chilli. -.- dun care la gonna have ABIT? hehes..


den went queenswat tower..nearby ma. there sell shoes quite cheap de..haax


bought adidas de. original price $89, after 25% DISCOUNT den become $66 lo..white base..design red colour de. ^-^


mom agreed to sponsor $16. so i paying only $50..tts only half of my budget for sport shoes! means more $$$ to buy other things when needed liao..whee~ :))

bo liao

19 DEC 06


was kinda bored tt day doing chem tut.. took some photos with my bro..in my lok kok home clothes. tt shirt like from primary sch wear til now. hahas. so cartoony one..lols. & my face recently got pimple lahs! aiieh.. :(


nvr the mind..let me show my messy pics. hopefully e pimples are not too unsightly. lols..




this is the funniest photo i've ever taken. hahas..my dumb expression. & my bro's stupid look. WAHAHAS LOLS... :D it was purposely posed okae. hahahas..



look at my bro. 'drug addict'. i think he's gonna breathe in the whole bear. lols.




finally e one beside me is normal now. hahas..



yes enough of all those pics..lols. -.-




20 DEC 06


alright..was supposed to go study w peu. den ali wan watch movie. asked ah wan but she's working full day..can't join us..so sad. & ah da ask me go find present with him. so ya..i combined all tgt on one day..haax. it became a clique outing! lols.


met ali first. walk ard den have lunch at foodcourt.


ah da came. with part of the gift. haax..nice nice box & papers to fold stars.


den 3 of us went swensens. shared topless 5. & 3 servings of hot fudge. PARADISE. HEART MELT. YUMMY. :D den we almost forgot to pay..preparing to walk out liao..wahahas. in e end pay lo..each $3.70. hehes..


peu came. went pastamania. eat again?? no la..peu had her lunch.not us.


den went national library. bitched & complained & talked ABIT. left 30mins for hw b4 movie. dots. a failed study trip obviously.


we watched eragon..nice leh. but we were late. so we RUSHED in. e show like RUSHING. 1hr 45mins like so fast. finish le.


went MOS. had dinner. help ah da fold stars..did 1 PARAGRAPH of econs & home sweet home. lols.




Today


ytd was a failed study trip. so met up with peu after work today. went to e same pasta mania again. cos we going national library ma. ali & her bro came w us eat their lunch den go back to work.


ali & me keep ordering arabiata everytime. u noe y?? it's e CHEAPEST & it's nice. lols.


after that we went library lo. did my econs essay. 1 qns but 2 parts. total 25marks. hmm..better den nth at home. lols.


we did the same old things. mugging atmosphere.talked & laughed like mad in a QUIET library. we 'zi bian, zi dao, zi yan' again..lols. ownself create script,direct,& act if u dun unstd..super funny & i laugh til i cry. lols.


we gave up doing after tt..did a bit of shopping.like 30mins ba..den went home..haax.

it's a special day

it's special.

18dec today. his 17th birthday.

yes in the end i did send an sms.

if u noe me well, u shld noe i'm quite soft-hearted. hai.. wanted to ignore de. but can't bring myself to do that.

well it's always nice to give ur blessings to someone on his/her bdae..somemore we're still frens ma..so i tot of sending an sms tonite jus before his bdae ends. but tot of it a while..y make it so special..tot tt it's kinda stupid too.. so i jus send in the aftn while working lo.

i expected only a one-word reply which is a 'thanks'. but ok..the reply was at least more den a word & not so sianed tone. in addition, it's fast! hahas. seldom reply so fast. maybe he was waiting for someone else's sms or msging others? hmm..i've got great imagination. lols.

but watever..i dun wan to mull over it any further. & it isn't up to me to bother too.

hmm..jus hope that he can be real happy & will grow to learn how to prioritise & appreciate his future love ones more den he did before.. ((:

the chapter ends.. StoiChioMetrY

[Hope] Failure is the only opportunity to begin again more intelligently.

-Henry Ford

i'm blessed for the last time on his special day. got nice-to-do bundles & broke my record. did 3027 white cards-- $75.675 today. highest amt ever since i started work. :D

but somehow ali was super suay. shan't elaborate lo..

gonna finish chemistry hw now le. i wonder how am i going to finish off the mountain. lols.

it's tmr.

it's tmr.


still considering whether or not to send him an sms. hmmm..


if i do i do, if i dun i dun.


alright..that's crap. let's see how.


yupps i got over everything. 3 cheers. but i no longer have the courage to even go see that friendster again.


i'm afraid i would be upset. which i think shldn't be. but i wouldn't wan to noe.


ytd nvr update. went bugis with mom. den tt time i tried the ebase top with ali..dun have S size. so i went back there ask which branch got S. super heng la. the S size only left ONE. the last & only one. at parkway branch. i reserved it & flew there. so i got tt top. happy happy. ;D den come home got headache liao. dots..hahas.

wa..die die die..i'm really screwed. hw is piling!!! i got ALOT straits time editiorials.3 compres. 2 econs essay. another 1450words econs essay. differentiation tut. maclaurin's tut. integration tut. periodicity tut. group 2 metals tut. & i DIN TOUCH PHYSICS! this is OMG. i oso nvr revise J1 work. OMG OMG.


wat happen to me la. no matter how lazy i am oso nvr so jialat b4. alamak.........muz be cos of work. :/


schedule:
3rd week of dec- GP hw + electricity tut.
4th week of dec- maths + econs hw.
sch reopen- do j1 physics tut (got 5) + revise j1 work.


I WILL DO DE. I MUZ DO.


hmm these few days nvr really get nauseous le. ((: but ytd til today keep having stomachache.
-.-"'

Replies#

to ali-`

haax. ya lor ya lor..affect our mood only la those rubbish ah bengs. & thks for listing out those points with me eh..easier lo.now not talking abt those ah bengs. u get wat i mean rite..hahas.

to ah da-`

haax so confirm wan go movie ar? dunno the rest when free leh..u asked them le? i thurs & fri half day de. choose one day lo..cos my off days i think all booked liao..lols.

to alien-`

wa disappear for so long go japan enjoy life ar. good la u..hahas.i'm too poor to go so far. the furthest is Bali, which is the one & only time i took a plane. lols.

letting go.

today mood not bad. haas..it sure feels good to let go of everything..

can't believe i can really do this. even before 18th. claps. hahax..it's 15th. a rather nice ending toos. (:


now that i jump out of the trap & look at myself, i've been seriously super duper dumb. for all the thoughts i have & feel, as well as the things i did.


how many times have i teared for him. how many times i had heartbreaks. amended & broken, time & again. how many times i've tolerated things & kept it to myself in silence. how many times i killed billions of cells. how many times i bothered my good friends & complained abt those pek cek times. how many times i had mixed emotions.how much time i've wasted mulling over bo liao stuff. how much of these sweet and sad times.


dun laugh at me. girls are steadfast.


well..


no more how many times.

Stupid ah bengs

those new part timers-ah beng assholes, are seriously irritating. took our bloody seats. nvr die before. make us wake up earlier to go chop seats. keep going toilet in a gang & smoke there. affect our health. anyhow do so fast without checking increases our stress. keep talking & shift leader says now cannot talk(but we dun care). listen to earpiece so loud. now we can't listen to music le. idiots.


those cao ah bengs are affecting us la. wth. i dislike ah bengs. & ah lians. their presence in a govt building office is like so wrong. boss half blind sia. go employ all these shits. eyesore.


hahax. i seldom scold pple til like tt one la. but they are so irritating that made me do it. bleahs Xp yucks.


i'm so screwed. time is running out. hw still a mountain. :/

sort out my tots.

ytd talked to my ex snco teammate on msn. wat he said was rather true. i always feel better after talking to him abt him. haax..thks eh.


sorted out some thoughts. yes very good. i'm happy again. hahas..


i wun give up the whole forest because of a dead leaf (hopeless) ? lols.


14th is no longer a special day.


even if i sms him on the coming 18th, it'll be the last sms as his ex. den onwards, we are friends again. back to square one. or perhaps, ex snco mate.


i guess my heart is dead. (obviously not literally.i'm still alive.)


okae very good! :))


uploaded the neos le..hahax.


going back to my halogen tutorial again..tata!




reply#


to jingx-`
yeps yeps will go out soon :D let's ESCAPE! lols.

emo post

oops. emo again.

ytd itchy hands go sign in frenster. saw sth that i think i shldn't have seen. dunno who is the other party beside him-`. din even take a photo w him & din even leave a trace of myself in his frenster. tts the pek cek part. so i guess it shld be someone special? but watever, i'm going to pretend that i nvr see anything.

somehow i din feel sad. but i suddenly feel my heart skipping a beat. & feel nauseous again. isit upset? nah i'm not too sure wat this weird feeling is. a mixture.

perhaps i jus can't let go la. so i shldn't be thinking so much. whoever that is..it doesn't concern me anymore rite..none of ur business already la heng mei ying!

basket..dun unstd y i'm still mulling over this the whole aftn. couldn't really conc on work. kinda slow.

if he-` really uploaded the pics to make me forget him..perhaps i shld. but maybe it's jus for his own shuangness to put there den i nth to say la. but still, the outcome is the same. i shld forget. not jus the past. i guess that's not enuf now. i shld forget him-`.

as promised..i've decided to do this only after 18 Dec.let the foolish heart reminisce for last few days. why this date..cos it's the 1st time i called a guy. on 12midnite on his bdae. it shall end on the same day i guess.

sorry but i'm perfectly a perfectionist, so like to start & end everything nice nice. but things dun always go my way. so i'm an imperfect perfectionist. haax.

some guys can really let go easily. some can't. i guess he belongs to the former. hmm..

it's only 5 days away..i'm still wondering if i shld sms him on his bdae..

my rational mind tells me that i shldn't. cos i told him i will forget. but my illogical heart says i shld, at least as a fren, sms him..hai..tell me wat i shld do? any advice jus post on tagboard lo.. haax.thks eh..

i din noe relationships can be so complex. i keep thinking if i can go back to the past & show him wat we've become now..den maybe it wouldn't have started. hahas like doraemon story? lols.

everything happens for a reason. maybe god (of all religion) noes that we're not meant to be & has arranged an even better future for me. to be on the bright side :)

hmm but the more one gets hurt, the stronger one grows.

i wanna grow.

On work

the accounts dept really count wrongly. balance will be banked in tgt with this mth de salary :D

lots of part timers coming in. we expected lots of girls cos it's admin work. surprising. most of them are guys. lols.

satisfied.

Satisfied.

i'm so totally satisfied. hahas. din noe this can be so shuang. nvr do this before so dunno lo.so old le..this is the first time i'm doing it la. somemore cannot come out. hai..so we change lor. & i spent the whole day leh. so tired now. aching la..but i'm so super happy :D

hmm..wei wei..wat are u thinking eh??

dun think too much.i'm talking abt my shopping spree today la! wahahahas..good if u're not thinking abt anything lor..lols.

u noe wat cannot come out not..money la..ahahas. 1st time withdraw money..den e machine can't dispense the amt i wan..so change machine lor!

wat thing so shuang..shopping la! hahahas. 1st time can buy anything i wan leh..hehe..

where aching sia? LEGS la..walk whole day leh. let me elaborate where me & ali go. haax..

early aftn we went bugis. i bought my denim skirt from 77th street. nice nice. it's ex la..but arh..who cares. i'm working now..muz pamper myself. :P

at bugis street there we bought aididas bag. hahas obviously it's imitated goods from hongkong la..but watever la. nice jiu hao..& bags keep changing de. i'm tt cheapo. u shld noe. lols..it actually $29.90. den 20% DISCOUNT so $23.90. auntie say sell us $23. so i started my negotiating skills. a more high class term for bargaining.lols. so we got it at $22. omg bloody cheap. :)) mine is black de. ali bought another design. den brown de.

den we went pasta mania eat. ordered our favourite arabiata. aiya actually u noe y favourite? cos it's the CHEAPEST. told u. i'm cheapo. ahahas..wa den u noe wat?!? school hols no student offer leh! haiyo..bo bian lo..pay full price.

aftn we went orchard. got 2 ladies from 2 diff companies approach us. looking for new faces to advertise perfume & etc. the other is take photo for magazines. haax..this is the 2nd time i kena approach le. but aiyo pls la. i think the lighting got prob or sth la. they saw too many pple til sian liao i think. crazy ask me for this kind of thing. perhaps my face too guai le la..hahas. different from their models. that's y NEW ma. lols. watever so let's just not waste time. they called & i told them i not interested la. waste time go for their audition for wat. no need audit i oso noe the result le. hahax. wat to do. not cut out for modelling..no need BHB.

ah den we went far east. bought a jeans shorts each. nice nice again. happy :)

went heerens. took neos! ^-^ some expression rather dumb. lols.

had dinner at grafitti cafe. den shop shop a while. tried shoes but not v comfy so din buy.

den BALIK KAMPONG! means go home la. lols.

today nvr really feel nauseous leh. cos maybe it's shopping ba..haax. saw lotsa chio bus & shuai ge. had some realisation.single & available oso not bad. hees..

it's a wonderful day! :D

Replies#

to jingx-`

hahas..i will eat when i can la.not skinny la! this is call slim..wahahas..joking joking. :)) see ya soon eh..still got our biking date. hees..

to yan-`

haax..she wun angry de la..lols.

to alien-`

hahax..yes yes..i noe i noe..lols. flying to whr? on hols ar?haax..toilet gang ;D i've got this gang everywhr i go..lols.

no outings

No Outings

hmm ah wan dated me out today. junction 8 got seiyu sales :D hahas..but we din go la. cos i need to do hw. off day ma so muz make use of it. eh but in the end cut a few days back de newspp articles lo. oh man realise i got 9 backdated editorials to do..aww...


sorry ah wan! next time we go shop til siao ^-^


i still got pw outing waiting for me toos. ytd ah da reminded me..haax.


tmr got sajc OG12 outing..but i got work. but anyw..maybe i oso wun go la.hee..cos sure have to eat de ma..i'm afraid la. ehhh abit anorexic. argh hate this lo. humph..

i promise i wun reject any dates when i'm well again ok pple :)) unless really can't make it la.. :P

hmm..better today le. at least nvr feel nauseous. hope things turn for the better..

tmr either going for net self train or go work lo..most prob go work ba..but i'll be alone for the 1st half of the day cos ali got sth on for table tennis..

Reply#


to yan-`
ya lo..i noe u all will unstd de :)) hahas..alien is my sec sch close fren la..Li Ting. nvm abt her la..that's her lor. always 'irritating me' de..but overall is a fine person & loyal. heh..dun get jealous eh..u oso my good fren okae. loves to all. hahas..


to alien-`
heys though u nvr tag..but jus wan tell u dun have to feel offended ar..my fren dun have anyth against u..jus joking only kkx..we talk all very straightforward de..haax. i noe u wun angry de la. but in case lo.heh..loves. :)

2nd visit to the cp

2nd visit to the chinese physician (cp)

went bukit merah there again. in taxi. wa..dunno isit psychological prob again..lol cos i think i got motion sickness. -.- everytime dun have de leh..is young that time like tt only. oh ya young that time i oso got this kinda prob la. can take 1hr for my meal. poor mom muz feed me til hand pain i think. haax..

hmm back to the point. realise sth abt wat the cp said, which i din unstd last time.. rmb he said sth like my liver & gastric cannot work tgt well or dunno wat la rite..actually..after going one whole round, it means my gastic juice flow in the opp direction.

OMG. this sounds scary. but it's common & can be cured. my mom says it's because i nvr eat at correct timings last time..muz be sj's fault again. humph..

& i think i heard the cp say cannot take chilli. huh!?! i can't live without chilli leh! though not say i can take very hot la..but no chilli..food even more not nice le.. :(

i'm sorry friends if i turn down ur dates to outings. cos i scared i dun feel well..so sorry. & sorry ali i postponed our kbox & pizzahut trip leh..i think u unstd ba..

hai..i spoilt all the fun. like some sick weako now. kill me. :(

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to alien-`

hahax..i reply tags here de ma..ok lo.. u may flood here.permission granted. lols..ok but i think currently wun change job le ba..sch reopening le ma. next time tell u..haax. aiya no need sad..wan atm card rite..earn the money & apply for urself..thats the attitude la! hahax..i go apply tt time den the personal financial consultant (he was talking to my mom) oso say this is the correct attitude lo :D

atm card.

1st Pay Day.

i finally got my own ATM card :D

i noe it's kinda old to only get it now. but i earn the money inside by myself. not anywhere else but my hands. yes own bare hands. cos i only need to type. ahahas :))

but u noe wat. the pay was lesser than expected. got something wrong with it. so me & ali will check it out de. no matter wat, we are going to get it right. wun let the company exploit child labour de. humph..

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to alien-`

u seriously love to flood hor..hahas..dun drown here!

better?

shall not elaborate too much on the normal routines. but AB came today. they're smokers la. only 16yrs old. so young go smoke..wasted.


well it became like better & like not any better. i oso dunno. sometimes here & sometimes not. but most of the time it's still here. -.-
life is getting meaningless if it isn't going away :(


hmm..even watching tian wai fei xian will feel nauseous.lol.cos i feel sad. so i can't get sad. it's a good way for me to forget the past. cos if i think abt it, i'll get sad & it comes. so i'm not thinking. not at all now. perhaps it's slipping away from me..


hai..but this method too hiong le ba. if this is going to continue, i'll become skeleton liao la. no wonder like getting thinner this yr. but weight is GAINING. -.-"'


GUESS WAT. tomorrow is PAY DAY! :D


i need to rebudget. i need to plan study schedule again. oh man..guess i can't finish revising all my J1 work le :/





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to ali-`
hahas..yes yes. we LOVE work eh. lol.

interesting stuff at work

Interesting stuff at work

work is always boring. especially it's admin work. haax..so me & ali came up with little things to spice up our boring life. laughters are inevitable. lols..

actually, i realise i'm really bad. we came up with names for colleagues. those weird ones. :P ain't i bad? oops.yep yeps..hehes.

in no particular order.....introducing...

' one buck ' . yes it's a funny middle age lady. while typing white cards keep laughing for no reason. likes to ask 'who's that?' when pple are talking abt someone whom is none of her business. lols. likes to announce "everybody break time! / lunch time!" . why call her one buck leh? because....on one fine day, she asked pple ard her, " did u see my pen??" when nobody ans her , she said.." oh my where's my pen? it's very expensive u noe.......ONE DOLLAR leh.."

we were like DOTS.

Next, we have....

'rabbit' . well she looks young but behaves like a super quiet auntie. esp her posture lo. & she likes to munch on snacks & junk food, which is available in the office. so call her rabbit as she looks like one & eat like one.

recently, we have the famous....

' Three Little Pigs (TLP) '. i'm sorry that we r so bad but the 3 girls are really weird & rather irritating pple. u shld noe y we call them that so i shall not elaborate..each of them are given an alpha T, L & P according to a certain basis which i think u shld noe, if not nvm..haax. well they r new part timers. me & ali ask one of them wat age, she keep avoiding our qns. den later say dunno. diao la, den say very old la. wat the heck, they behave young whr got old. bluff pple. den we ask the other new part timers, they say TLP JC1. den today we ask one of the same TLP again, she say dunno la wat is J1? OMG. nvm. wats so shameful abt their age??! dun unstd. another one of them like so dao, act like so smart keep teaching her frens wat to do. repeating the same thing. & her fren oso quite ahem, stupid, dunno how to do the same thing for so many times.

another one..

' tissue box ' . one fine morning..there was a lady looking for her box. " where is my box eh..how can they throw away my box? " hahas. so we tot everyone were cheapos, we imagined that box to be a tissue box. being bored, we gave her that name conveniently. lols..

oh ya..

' AB (Act Bengs) '.hmm..two guys came a few days ago..new part timers, well at least newer den us. they were like ah bengs, but is act de la. ah bengs whre got so gd come & work one..so we call them that. hmm one of them is obviously A & the other B lor. hahax. these few days nvr c them, mayb they couldn't take it & quit liao? god noes.

these are the pple who brighten our working life in the office. hahahas..funny hor they all..cute :P

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to yan-`

hahas..it's kinda abnormal la. thats y worried ma..heh. but will be ok ba. thks so much! cya real soon k! :))

to alien-`

heys liting! thks so much too! yeps miss ur crappy jokes & those stomach pains when we laughed so hard..lols. take great care eh :D

jus to add on..

was kinda slow during work today. feeling tired & strengthless though i slept early last nite. i complained to mummy & she says it's because the chinese medicine is adjusting my body. haax. dunno. but sad to say, it's still there. & i suspect is psychologically because i feel hungry & crave for food during work, but when it comes to lunchtime, it comes again. :(

i am grateful for the caring great frens i have. too much that i dunno how to express that ^^ loves.

wat a long long post.

random

a little updates

things hasn't turn for the better. it's still there. i guess have to wait. afterall it's not some xian1 dan1. hai.. :'(


work is becoming better..can earn up to $60+ per day now..it means our speed increased :))


hw is waiting for me..


somebody is still as thick-skinned as ever. & is still having some illusion. gosh. just take a look at the character. still trying to hook who eh. blehs..yucks. Xp

hmm yes i noe i'm very BAD. or maybe, a hypocrite to this somebody. i admit. well it's jus some living female species on earth.


simply love the 7pm show on channel 8..tian wai fei xian. i go watch le. :D

no anorexic! :D

Chey,so i'm not abnormal afterall :D

went to a chinese physician jus now. at bukit merah there. he v pro leh. i haven even tell him wat happen to me, he feel my pulse he noes everything.

he say my gastric not good. wat sth like cannot work tgt well with my liver now. i dun unstd this part la..hmm den say i eat le will feel very full. no matter wat oso keep feeling nauseous. so accurate la. & he says i got anaemia. body very weak la..cannot drink too much cold drinks lo.

i see. so all the anxiety during the sleepless nites recently are all caused by this. & partly stress. i tot i was going to die or wat la. even if super tired oso can't slp one leh. going crazy le..used to like night time when everyone were slping & i study one, now i dread night time. & SLEEP. you mei you gao cuo..the use-to-pig meiying dread sleeping..this is abnormal! lols.

so eventually, i'm not suffering from depression..anorexic..or any psychogical prob. hahas. i'm NORMAL. hai me keep thinkng & worrying abt all these stupid stuff these few days. cry for nothing. siao. hahas..

hmm den got 5pkts of medical herbs lo. each $7. hopefully can get well soon. it's been torturing me for 2 yrs..since sec 3 yr end leh..& made me lost so much fun & precious time with someone last time. but nvm..it's over le anyw..& this is gonna be over. :D next time can enjoy my food instead of trying to squeeze it down liao. yey!! :)))))

normal day

it's a saturday & i shld be out.


actually wan go cycling with my cousins..but was lazy to go out after coming home from work lo. abit tired & i got lots of sch work to do :(


i haven been diligently working hard for my studies. i noe i got loads of things to do. but all the more i'm procrastinating. like got some kind of stupid force preventing me to start my studies.


oh well. perhaps i'm really suffering from depression like my mom says. i cried again last nite. for no reason & my mind is blank. tears jus drop down like a spoilt tap. hahas. die le..m i really crazy or wat? haiyo..but someone whom is crazy or suffering from depression normally wouldn't say they are..so maybe i'm not? aiya dunno la.


could all these be due to stress? maybe i can't take stress. which i've always tot i can. maybe i shld have jus gone to poly. if only i can turn back time. but since one yr already, might as well go forward.


dun be surpised if u by chance find me, as a patient in IMH next time if u are doing CIP there. lols. joking la..




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to ali-`
hahas really thanks so much for being with me all these while. could have been worse without u. lols. lovelots` i sound les.but i'm 100% straight. hahahas..

shopper test

it's half day for me & ali is still working.well i muz say today's an 'indian day' cos i keep getting indian cards. -.-


must do hw later. so to keep myself awake..went check email den got this tickle test thing. so i went take lo..hahas.


Wat kind of shopper am i ?
the result turned out to be a Savvy Shopper.


Getting the best for the least is where it's at. And for you, it's your strength in the world of retail. As a savvy shopper, you know all the spots where you can get good deals. Maybe you show up early to be the first in line for the sale of the year. Knowing where and when to go is a huge part of bargain hunting and one you do well. You're probably no stranger to off-retail stores, factory outlets, warehouse sales, sample sales, and closeout sales. That's all par for the course when it comes to getting good deals. That doesn't mean that you'll skimp on the quality of the things you buy. That's what smart shopping is — factoring in the value of the product vs. the price and finding the best buy.Being a true bargain shopper is a real talent. It requires knowing the tricks of the trade and the right spots to shop. It also requires patience and determination. It's a sport and it's one that you seem to shine in sale after sale. Whether you've got a strict budget or a big bank account, you know how to get the most mileage out of your bucks. Way to go!



yes pay day is on the 8th. i'm going to shop like nobody's business.
on my way to movies & kbox too.
:D



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to jonah-`
hahas. OH I SEE..so GREAT of u eh. lols..peace is gonna be over? ahahahahas..