normal day

it's a saturday & i shld be out.


actually wan go cycling with my cousins..but was lazy to go out after coming home from work lo. abit tired & i got lots of sch work to do :(


i haven been diligently working hard for my studies. i noe i got loads of things to do. but all the more i'm procrastinating. like got some kind of stupid force preventing me to start my studies.


oh well. perhaps i'm really suffering from depression like my mom says. i cried again last nite. for no reason & my mind is blank. tears jus drop down like a spoilt tap. hahas. die le..m i really crazy or wat? haiyo..but someone whom is crazy or suffering from depression normally wouldn't say they are..so maybe i'm not? aiya dunno la.


could all these be due to stress? maybe i can't take stress. which i've always tot i can. maybe i shld have jus gone to poly. if only i can turn back time. but since one yr already, might as well go forward.


dun be surpised if u by chance find me, as a patient in IMH next time if u are doing CIP there. lols. joking la..




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to ali-`
hahas really thanks so much for being with me all these while. could have been worse without u. lols. lovelots` i sound les.but i'm 100% straight. hahahas..