no anorexic! :D

Chey,so i'm not abnormal afterall :D

went to a chinese physician jus now. at bukit merah there. he v pro leh. i haven even tell him wat happen to me, he feel my pulse he noes everything.

he say my gastric not good. wat sth like cannot work tgt well with my liver now. i dun unstd this part la..hmm den say i eat le will feel very full. no matter wat oso keep feeling nauseous. so accurate la. & he says i got anaemia. body very weak la..cannot drink too much cold drinks lo.

i see. so all the anxiety during the sleepless nites recently are all caused by this. & partly stress. i tot i was going to die or wat la. even if super tired oso can't slp one leh. going crazy le..used to like night time when everyone were slping & i study one, now i dread night time. & SLEEP. you mei you gao cuo..the use-to-pig meiying dread sleeping..this is abnormal! lols.

so eventually, i'm not suffering from depression..anorexic..or any psychogical prob. hahas. i'm NORMAL. hai me keep thinkng & worrying abt all these stupid stuff these few days. cry for nothing. siao. hahas..

hmm den got 5pkts of medical herbs lo. each $7. hopefully can get well soon. it's been torturing me for 2 yrs..since sec 3 yr end leh..& made me lost so much fun & precious time with someone last time. but nvm..it's over le anyw..& this is gonna be over. :D next time can enjoy my food instead of trying to squeeze it down liao. yey!! :)))))