lawrence left.

aww..lawrence left. sad. he nearly reduced to tears. guess he was sooo touched by our sweetness((:


been getting headache recently. wats wrong.


i'm screwed. lots of work.


public hols tmr. yeyness. labour day. it's there for a reason.ahas. WORK.

Family gathering!

Family Gathering at 'no signboard' seafood restaurant!


met my cousins again. woah..like long time den get to see them. but den not all were present la. we wondering why he din come. relieved of the awkwardness, yet quite sad. all came but one. hmm..


well, the standard of the restaurant dropped! some dishes were like abit more blend den b4. haas. so we were given complementary desserts after we sort of complained. lols.


before that went Ang Mo Kio shopping mall with jingyi,3rd aunt & xiao aunt. jus open de. next time go with my good frens! ((: den we went Toa Payoh oso lo..jingyi bought a pen for me. THANKS GIRL! i wanted to pay la..but this girl dun let me. it's always like that can! humph. of cos there were cam-whoring session.yupp yupps our favourite! hahas.


my cousins are finding it difficult to handle upper sec stuff. dun worry girls! u all will get e hang of it de..surely no prob! haax. muz jiayous jiayous. anything dunno jus ask til u fully unstd ok! :D


shit.i din do anything. i'm so screwed this weekend.argh..still having abit of headache after taking 2nd aunt's car home. carsickness? -.- see la, too used to tough life. i'm still suited for mrt & bus la. LOL.

implement pw/mr lawrence leaving.

ok! updates.

it's been a rather slack week. i dunno why. perhaps we've been chionging too much, & we're left with not much tutorials to do..since most are completed. ahas!

this rare phenomenon of a slack week is much more evident today, as can be seen from the long guilty wink i had today. superb. 2.30pm all the way to 7.00pm. who can beat me? the hours i had were like those on usual nites. LOL.

obviously, i din touch any work. which spells disaster for the next 2days. i'm going to burn extra midnight oil. argh..

i want to comment abt some tchr who only noes how to push responsibility to pple. well, she shld be glad tt my grp came forth to help her. it was often rumoured that this tchr is fierce la sarcastic la..but i begged to differ initially. uh huh, INITIALLY, i meant.

tot that she was rather nice, from the way she treat me & my grp mates, so different from her students. but now, it seems like i've got to agree or believe the so-called rumours. she's like..omg can.ask her to make announcement or wat, we only get excuses & excuses. still dare say we progress too slowly already. den why aren't she taking any actions??

met NEA & PWC personnel tt day. goodness gracious. the meeting time is 3.30pm. to think that she still grabbing some noodles at 3.26pm, when i msged her to come down b4 the guests are here. dots. & they are here for only less than 15 mins can. her attitude towards them are simply horrible.

expected the meeting to be held at some comfortable place with at least a table & drinks are served. but look at wat she did, a handshake & thats it. walked them to the recycling corner-to be, stood there, discussed & talked, as if she had some prejudice towards tt PWC personnel can. after that still say we were awfully quiet. isn't the tchr supposed to handle the meeting?!

fortunately, not all tchrs are like her k. we've got one of the best tchr, other than the rest of the best tchr that teach my class. hahas. thats Mr Lawrence! :D

but so sad! he's leaving for his new HSBC job. Monday will be his last day. aww...confirm plus stamp plus guarantee that we'll miss him so much! his constant encouragements & words of philosophy has always been my motivation in my JC yrs. without him, i wouldn't have pressed on. dunno why i'm so heng to have him as my JC civics tutor (form tchr). hees..

we did something special for him. a card with many heartfelt thanks & loves! from me, peu, ahwan & ali. so nice leh i think..though i almost spoilt that card with my disgusting handwriting. but i guess it's the tot that counts. ((:

Front: " feeling blue..without you.. " so cute!! & it fits wat we will be feeling.

Inside: our wishes & photos. (cannot scan properly -.- below still got allowance de.)

& of cos, the back. hahas. as cute!

yupps! & it's meants as a surprise. so hopefully this doesn't leak out to him. (:

hectic week

i'm feeling it.

woah. it's been a hectic week. goodness. i've chiong thru everyday. i wonder if i would have any memories of my JC yrs if anyone asks me 10 yrs down the road, or even now. time is going so so so fast. 1 yr seems like only mths ago.argh..i mean lesser den 12 mths of cos. haax.


as lifeless as i could, i'm now only interested in sch work. note, ONLY sch work. how abnormal can one be, like me. i'm not even thinking of going shopping..kboxing..movie-ing..televisioning..sometimes, even lazy of gossiping or looking out for eyecandies. lols..


how long more can i hold out. will i be able to make it until the end of A levels..?? i hope i dun turn crazy. i've been pushing myself hard, doing watever it takes to do finish watever i wanted to do everyday. follow tightly to my schedule. even sacrificing resting & sleeping time.


tried not to sleep during lesson. but somehow, sometimes, i still can't help it cos i only get 4.5-6.5 hrs of sleep every night. plus the chionging everyday..may i be physically & mentally healthy..to keep going, & press on.


i'm already drained even without cca. i really take my hat off those whom are active in their ccas. supermen & superwomen they are. haax..


i realise taking A levels needs lots of perserverence. the road to success is not easy. so much uncertainties. & i wouldn't noe if my hard work will pay off..with As on my result slip. so afraid. i dun wan anymore C or anything lower den tt on my cert besides pw. it's simply not pleasing to the eyes of the beholder.


but " just as when we facing much difficulties, we are nearing success" quoted from ah wan's keychain. i wan to own my A levels.


i can only, jiayousss.




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to jermaine ah huay-`
hahas..u were here! yupps physics. we can conquer it tgt! loves. ((:

pw

Project work.

ok today received pw results for A level. got a Crappy C. shit. ugly on my cert. :(

well, it's the norm grade in my sch. most r getting that. only 3% gets A.

tchr says MJC 52% A, TJC less den 10%, SA did quite badly too, heard mostly Ds?

hai..luckily nvr really look at pw grade de for uni admission. jus counted into the points only. C still got 7.5/10 lo..still not too bad.

but i think this pw grades r seriously not fair. not only between schs, but within sch too. lazy to comment much.

anyway..my grp is implementing our proj. went up to announce & appeal to J1s during flag raising on thurs. see who wans to join the green committee led by a grp of tchrs.

scary la..heart nearly jumped out..but when i'm up there, felt tt still ok. scared so much for nth. lols. aiya at least still got ah huay with me la. haax.

today felt tt shldn't implement the proj, since we din get A. but Mr lawrence said that the project assessment & implementation are 2 diff cases. a C grade for ourselves doesn't mean the proj is lousy & wun work.

haax..now die die muz make it happen. to compensate for the C grade. he said before that implementation was the trump card, even if we din get an A. let's hope so.. ((: it's already halfway planned with the green com TIC..All the way NY040!

outing!

Outing!

met up with jingyi(my cousin) today. went bugis again -.-"' hahas..ate there den walk walk..cos she wanted to buy t-shirts. those like mine lo..brought her to bugis st. think i can be e spokesperson for tt shop le leh. lols. i keep going there with pple..

after that went seiyu lor cos she gastric pain. faster ask her sit down at the shoe section there. haax..den i went to look for non- chilled milk at cold storage lo..muz eat on time in sch hor girl! aiyo..


anyway..we bought something from bugis st..haax. din intended to buy. but saw it quite nice so buy lo..it's a long necklace la..2 hearts. hers was similar but black in colour lo for the big heart.



it's 8 bucks! <3s


after that we went marina sq to look for her mom & ah yi..hmm again..lols..jus went ytd la. haax..we sat down talk talk while they went to shop lo..den we discovered something ridiculous la.tsk tsk..how can like tt.so disappointing. yuan lai all guys are the same..even....-.- lols.nvm la. it isn't a big deal.


ali oso went marina watch movie lo..with her j1 clique. haax..den met up with her. after having dinner den she went back le..b4 of cos got zi-lian again lor..hahas.den jingyi oso went back with her mom..i went far east with xiao yi lo..


by the way, jingyi's mom, my 3rd aunt..bought me bdae present leh..so nice! hees..from the wallet shop de..tt kind of smalley bag i looking for..den somemore 1 set leh..still got the purse..cos she thinks tt the bag cannot contain my wallet & hp ma..so buy a purse. :)) thank u san yi!! loves. :D



'believe in love'. i dun believe in it now. but i certainly love the gift. :)


oh oh..today nvr study again. :( shall do tt tmr..

napha's over

napha's over! :D

total yeyness..it's the last napha test i'm taking in my life! no more such stupid test le :))

today finished the last 2 items, sit ups & shuttle run..situps did 31 only, but A lo..shuttle run did 11.0sec, A oso lo..so this yr got gold!! :D happy happy..27 points.

compared to last yr j1 results rite..last yr de really like shit la..hahas.

still rmbed pri 4 i got bronze, pri 5 got gold, pri 6 got silver, secondary all golds..& J1 silver..a not very good start but a nice ending though. a pat on my back ^^

after sch went bugis with ah huay, fiona & geok ting. den we walked to suntec area lo..spent whole day outside. jermaine had to leave early to cut hair, so me fiona & geok continued shopping & sat in mac talk talk lo..haax.

oh man..i din do any work today. hope i can do some later or tmr ba..see how..

it's like really a load off my shoulders..NO MORE NAPHA!! :DDD

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to ali-`

ya lor..i really appreciate everyone ard me la..for giving me such a sweet & unique 18th bdae! :)) loves to all. haax..

to yan-`

hahas..whr got ugly? u see urself normally like tt one la..pple see is nice lor! dun think too much girl..anyw u noe i put there is for u to take one ma..haax..

to jingx-`

yupps c ya girl! ^^

to liting-`

aiya ur BT can't be suckier den mine one la..relax..hmm at least u noe how to do..jus make sure next tinme dun make the same mistake again lo..it's better den u make now & be extra careful next time ma..

i'm not referring to HIM-`

Block test results.

block test results-

uh huh. finally got back all my block tests. i think i'm doing badly. but somehow it seems average cos most r getting such grades?!? hai..except those super pros. but aiyo..bad means bad.no excuses.

GP. compo always write rubbish. english so lousy somemore. no wonder i got an S grade. 44 marks. rahhs..1 more mark to get an E la..almost passed. :(

Maths. i'm seriously hopeless this time. dunno wats wrong with me..everything so lazy to do..see trigo parts i skip le. jus wanted to get it over & done with. see la, tts why i got the ultimate U grade. 23 marks. fail until cannot fail already! but ya la..i oso din study much. my mistake. :'(

Chemistry. i din get to finish studying la. aiyo & the part where i stopped came out. a few marks gone. wa biang..can get B one leh..so in the end, i got C. 57 marks. tts e consequence of sleeping too much during mar hols. :(

Econs. i'm happy with my essay part, i got a B. but the bloody case study fail. so overall only got D. 52 marks. argh! :(

h1 physics. this one like purposely want to fail. cos i noe i wun pass de.always.so the day b4 still come home slp whole day til nite time 11pm den study one chp. next morning woke up early to study another one..flip flip flip. hahas..i got a D. 50 marks. 3 grades better den wat i expected. super tyco la me. dunno can continue to be like tt for how long..lols. :)

see, i'd better start pulling up my socks & buck up! A level is coming..omg..

why is jc so difficult to score?? perhaps i'm jus not made for jc la..those in poly r doing so well..now i noe why i regretted my choice. hai..hmm.but since i pulled thru 1 yr plus & left with a few months le, i shall brave thru all odds. hahas..

i promise i wun make the mistake i made for block test already. & that is, KEEP SLEEPING. goodness.who else can slp more den me eh..haax.

muz make sure i carry out my plans! jiayous meiying. i noe i can do it. smiles.

new broadband/napha

yey..got new broadband plan! it's $29.95 per month.unlimited lo..better den my previous jetpack,limited 30hrs at $26.20 la..& i din noe no need to dial up now le..lols! jus on the com can liao..so cool :)) haha..i sounded sua goo, but indeed i am, at such things..ahahas.


& tt irritating napha test. who on earth created this shld jus take e head & slam the wall. irritating..rahhs. hahas..hai, made me so super worried.


today took 2.4km run & 3items. left situps & shuttle run, gonna do on thurs. running is the biggest fear in my life can. i teared even b4 i start. -.-"'


anyway..my timing was 14.53mins..got a C. hahas..happy happy..though not v gd..but it's e first & last time in my life that i ran 14+mins. i wun haf to run 2.4 anymore!! total yeyness! :D


den did sit & reach..hmm 51cm, so got an A. next standing broadjump, 188cm..got a B. :( incline pull up did 18, got an A lo..


i'm scared of sit ups, stomach muscles pls buck up!


tmr's getting back GP. the first pp tt i took & last to get back..free den i collate e results for block test ba..isn't fantastic anyway :/


this is quite ridiculous leh i think. weird. like drama. can't imagine such things are happening to me.how come things will turn out this way huh.HAI..looks like he is serious abt not talking to me le..got a feeling that he blocked me on msn? cos like nvr see him online when he shld be la.i jus wan things to be back the same as before & wat we shld be ma. as if i will say sth tt hurts. :/ guess i jus have to wait for him to sort out his thoughts before we can talk like how we used to ba..hmm.


i go do hw le..gambatte-`

photos

okok..i shall not be lazy. decided to upload. hahas..

fiona & me! my gp essay outline grp ,maths tut & phy lect buddy ((:

ali & me! outside bedok reservoir toilet. haax..

the 4 of us TOGETHER ! a rare sight. lols. i love them! ((:

ali & ah wan! nah ur pics..hahax..take ur pick girls. ((:

the balloon that we took before entering bugis village. hahas. btw, i'm DEPRIVED of childhood if u're unaware.

but guess i'm not the only one..lols.

thats cute ali with her cute balloon!

thats pretty ah wan with her pretty balloon!

wondering how come dun have peu with her balloon??

cos she was trying out jumpers. haax..we're outside waiting.

oh ya, forgot to mention that we made a long ish b4 letting go of the balloon outside parco :))

Sports Carnival nyjc

NYJC Sports carnival.

ok thats was another lame event. on a saturday somemore. waste one day. HAI. it starts at 7.30am at bedok reservoir. so erm brainless;; & early can. -.-

took mrt to pasir ris, den ali's dad send us there.

was supposed to take part in dragonboat & frisbee events. so looking fwd to dragonboat la..seems so fun. hahas. but in the end got enuf pple already cos those doing first aid duty can come join. rahhs..so irritated..in the end peu, ah wan, fiona & me couldn't join! :( stand there help the rest take bags somemore..heavy. :/

den waited for very long for frisbee. can rot. so we played see-saw over there.so fun! but goodness, almost flew off tt see-saw..so many bruises on my knees! aww..bruises on my knees reminded me of someone again. eh..... yupps i noe i noe, i better stop.hahas..

in the meanwhile oso went to peu's hse nearby buy ice cream! cos she live near there ma..yum! (:

finally it's frisbee. yichun, imran, geok, peu & me playing. actually can draw de. but den cos both times were scored by guys(1 pt in each) for our class, den the other class de scored by girls (2pts each), so in the end we lose the game of 4-2. but nvm, it's our class spirit that counts :D

waited for a while more for prize giving. but den we left early lo..sneaked out. hahax..went to bedok central de long johns eat. after that ali,peu, ah wan & me took mrt to bugis.SHOPPING!

bought my sandals. (: ah wan bought lots of stuff too. den ali left early lo..

kh came after that, so me & peu went off. actually wanted to go home le. but somehow we decided to call home & see if there's any dinner cooked. & tada! we're supposed to eat out. lols..so as it was still early, we decided to SLACK at the LIBRARY. ahahas..can u imagine?? leisure time at the LIBRARY. lols.

seriously, we are good at stuffing food. i ate the takopachi b4 going lib, den peu bought 4 leaves bread, thosemini bread at 5 for $2.40. i shared one. that means she ate 4. hahas.. munched in the lib & had a great talk. serious business, crap, & watever..laughed like dunno wat. took a video for ourselves & zi bian zi dao zi yan with it. LOL.

after that went for dinner at foodcourt lo..den went home.

wat a long day, & how can it be without cam-whoring?? YUPPS of cos. but i lazy to upload photos eh..hees. maybe it'll appear somewhr else ba..friendster or msn pic lo..hahas.

oh man. supposed to do an econs essay. not done yet.