hectic week

i'm feeling it.

woah. it's been a hectic week. goodness. i've chiong thru everyday. i wonder if i would have any memories of my JC yrs if anyone asks me 10 yrs down the road, or even now. time is going so so so fast. 1 yr seems like only mths ago.argh..i mean lesser den 12 mths of cos. haax.


as lifeless as i could, i'm now only interested in sch work. note, ONLY sch work. how abnormal can one be, like me. i'm not even thinking of going shopping..kboxing..movie-ing..televisioning..sometimes, even lazy of gossiping or looking out for eyecandies. lols..


how long more can i hold out. will i be able to make it until the end of A levels..?? i hope i dun turn crazy. i've been pushing myself hard, doing watever it takes to do finish watever i wanted to do everyday. follow tightly to my schedule. even sacrificing resting & sleeping time.


tried not to sleep during lesson. but somehow, sometimes, i still can't help it cos i only get 4.5-6.5 hrs of sleep every night. plus the chionging everyday..may i be physically & mentally healthy..to keep going, & press on.


i'm already drained even without cca. i really take my hat off those whom are active in their ccas. supermen & superwomen they are. haax..


i realise taking A levels needs lots of perserverence. the road to success is not easy. so much uncertainties. & i wouldn't noe if my hard work will pay off..with As on my result slip. so afraid. i dun wan anymore C or anything lower den tt on my cert besides pw. it's simply not pleasing to the eyes of the beholder.


but " just as when we facing much difficulties, we are nearing success" quoted from ah wan's keychain. i wan to own my A levels.


i can only, jiayousss.




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to jermaine ah huay-`
hahas..u were here! yupps physics. we can conquer it tgt! loves. ((: