it's 4.20am in the middle of the night and i can't sleep!
i have project meeting, school, and tuition tmr man.
hai but SOMETHING STILL KEPT ME AWAKE.


Actually i'm already super tired.
Didn't had enough sleep last night,
tuition early in the morning today,
school in the afternoon,
movie after school,
project at boyfriend hse for like 3+hr.


dear boy was driving me home at 2+am.
just as we were reaching my blk,
the car next to us ran over a cat.
boyfriend saw what happened and i didn't know something happened then.


i was searching for my phone and i got my first shock!
i left my phone at his hse.
den i saw the cat rolling here and there in the middle of the road,
and i got my second shock!
omg poor meow meow :(((((((
cries..


on his way home, he drove pass that road.
the cat died!
omg we so sad can.
and now i dun dare to sleep.


i see the cat struggling the moment i close my eyes.
even when i was bathing jus now..
when i shampoo my hair and wash my face,
i close my eyes i see it in pain.


even though i'm not a very 'pet pet' or animal lover,
i still feel like crying.
regret never get down the car go sayang the cat.
cant imagine how helpless it is to be rolling in pain in the middle of the road.
hai i feel like crying again. :(