I woke up in tears, twice..
Once in the morning, once when i napped.
I dreamt of my love ones..
and was heartbroken from the way they treated me.
Although seems vivid, but it's totally the opposite in reality lah.
Maybe i'm just feeling insecure subconsciously.


Been emo-ing,
weaknesses amplified.
too much imperfections.


20 to be,
already having regrets in the things i did and the paths i chose.


i used to be an optimist,
now i'm a pessimist who tears easily.