i'm....gonna be back to square one.
yes yes i'm going back to my life like 7 months ago.
i dun like that kind of life ok. enough of that!
i wan to earn and use my own money freely!
Now that i'm stopping work for school, i need to stop my shopping urge.
Not only that, i guess i have to order the least expensive food whenever i step into any eating place and cannot just grab any random snacks i love!
Even outings with frens will have to be budget.
ONCE AGAIN.
isn't that what was going on for me in sec and JC life?!
mummy isn't going to provide much for me.
i noe it's hard on her and i wan to earn my own expenses too.
But ohmyfreaking timetable is like 2-5pm almost everyday.
trying hard to get part time job now.
i seriously feel the NEED to work can.
why can't i jus be happy?
Evan was right..i never appear to be happy since i knew him..
always have worries.
My uni admission..my work..my boy..and now..money.
i used to be optimistic.
have since become pessimistic recently.
i need to settle down from this transition period and secure it with school, work and love.
Sorry for being soooooooo whiny. :(