Is the trip really that important?
Even more important than me? huh?
it's not that i dun wan to go with u.
i'm not allowed to go! can u understand?
u dunno how much i want to go with u.


i noe u're travel deprived but..
yes u can go alone.
u can go with ur frens.
u can go with ur parents.
I'm perfectly alright with that.
But u would rather choose to go alone and find some CP.
its no difference from both of u going on a trip together.


Why can't u think in my shoes?
ah? seeing my boy enjoying with some other CP overseas.
What if sparks fly? what if both did something wrong in a moment of folly?
afterall, it's still 2 person alone.
who can guarantee?
i dun wan to regret not preventing something that i could have prevented.


u may think i'm thinking too much..worrying too much.
yes i am.
thats bcos i' afraid to lose u.
If u really love me, why can't u wait?
why can't u give up this trip for me?
u would rather let me feel uncomfortable for days?
i may not voice it out. but that doesn't mean i'm feeling alright.
:'(