Work was fine.
Recently mood was quite good. so din feel like i'm actually working.
In fact, sometimes will have a sense of achievement when i complete my assigned tasks.
My colleague who was guiding me all along went back to Malaysia today.
i'm left on my own with part of her duties.
well, i survived well. went to buy lunch myself too. helped another colleague oso.
i'm independent! :D

Remember it rained on my 1st day of work and i bought an umbrella?
my colleague bought one too.
both from 7-Eleven.
i should say the quality is REAL GOOD. $5.
look at the condition of our umbrellas.


MUAHAHA.

my work is slack. my colleagues are nice. the pay hai..
i jus quarrelled with my mom regarding the pay.
50% of my pay goes to her. after which, i still need to give another $50 to my dad.
so i'm left with less than 50%.
plus lunch and transport on myself.
After CPF..i'm friggin left with nothing much.
either i buy a bit of things and save nothing, or..save abit and buy nothing.

During my sch days..always cannot eat watever i want..cannot buy anything i like..can envy pple only.
Since background not good, NEVERMIND.
thought after Alevels i finally can go work and earn more money liao.
den i can do wat i always dream of doing.
but now u see..any difference? fcuking NO.
i'm sorry for the wrong use of word cos i'm really irritated.

i'm not trying to say i shouldn't give so much money to my parents.
i think i should and should help to lighten the load of our family finance minister too.
but come to think of it, we're in this state because of some stupid reasons.
Hard to elaborate much.

jus feel very sadded cos i'm like so restricted even though now working.
still cannot get and do wat i've always wanted.
and cannot feel free to treat my beloved family & relatives good food.
Forget it. nevermind. the most i DUN BUY ANYTHING lah. GREAT EH EVERYBODY HAPPY.
it's only money, wats the big deal.
i can only swallow my grievance and not risk a palm decoration on my already not-very-nice face. =(

On a happy note, though no money..i've got valuable people in my life. (:
family..good friends..and love.