Yesterday..went airport to study with peu in the aftn.
den den..actually i wanted to go off at 9 plus..but peu said she wants to finish that set of notes else she go home sure slp.
so yupps, we stayed on..til abt 11pm.


who noes.. so early no more train back home! retarded.
only got train to Tanah Merah.
i can take bus 2 or 12 home la. den peu got no bus home..in the end she took cab.


Peu insisted that i call dearie to fetch me home.. but i refused. haha..
because...
Firstly, i like my boy to do things out of his own will..
Secondly, it's late and i dun wan to ma fan him..he got work in the daytime and shld be quite tired le..somemore..we are the ones who got into trouble ourselves for not leaving early..stupid us.


but peu shouted into the phone..when ben ben called while we were waiting for bus and cab.
the situation was rather confusing actually.
peu wanted him to come fetch me home but he wants me to go his hse there to find him..den den..
like all of us cannot think properly. maybe because it's our first time landing ourselves in such situation and it was too sudden for dearie too.
got not much time to discuss wat to do oso cos it was like near midnight already. boo.


so lazy dearie actually asked me to wait for him after wat peu said.
i oso dunno wat to do so jus say ok and hang up le.
the bus came. 11.48pm.
the last bus is 12.10am.
i decided to board the bus and go home myself.
called ben ben not to come.


think i made the right decision.
my mom says i did the right thing too.
it's always good to be independent! :D
that means i'm now a mature young adult. lala. lols..
and of cos, peu and me reached home safely.


was actually quite disappointed last nite cos i oso can't think properly.
mainly thought of the negative side..that dearie din cared enough for me cos so late le den he din offer to come fetch me or wat..well, i wouldn't really trouble him to do that..
but at least knowing he has the intention is comforting enough ma..
so silly me was feeling uncomfortable on the way home.. alone.


but after having some thoughts and a good sleep, i think maybe i kicked up a fuss too big.
i'm sorry ben ben..! for making u worried.
besides tolerating all my nonsense and uncomfortable complaints, my sweet dearie promised to be my better boy..and wun leave me home alone like this again.
hmm, i'll be smarter next time and try not to land myself in such situation again de (:
so it goes to show that my negative thoughts were all unnecessary and ben de yao ming :p
i still love him deep deep. *big hugs*


hahahas the rest who are reading this dun get goosebumps ok.
i noe i'm er xin. so mushy..LOL.
i'm sorry for making my parents worried too.
they stayed up to wait for me.
i love daddy and mummy! *big big hugs*