attitude change.

Reflections.

Been grumpy in school today.
super duper ultra hate school.
may be a few good reasons..
1st, i wasn't feeling too well.
2nd, the timetable was too sucky, especially so after the mids.
3rd, there were tons of work to do..revision..project..
and so on..


had a change of attitude, not for the better, but for the worst.
i began to think of retaining..began to think of ponning & become a problem kid..jus pon thru this period and take Alevels if i can.
i nvr had this kind of thought before..
if the sch relaxes on the tight revision schedule, and give me more time to revise on my own..& my longer lunch breaks oso, perhaps, i wun be hating sch that much.


went home early to take medicine. skipped physics tut & GP assignment. i swear if wasn't feeling sick, i wouldn't do that.
had a good rest after medication.


after picking myself up at home, i think i shldn't continue like this, before it's too late.
we can't give up halfway in things.
CCHM motto/values: with perseverence we strive, with pride we progress.
i shld continue this tough journey with faith in myself, that i can do well in my A levels.
i must believe in miracles.


if i jus give up like that without trying further, of cos it'll be a sure failure for the exam.
but if i turn back now, return to the confident me with positive attitude and beliefs in everything.. like i did before..i'm reaching success.
received tchr's msg for consultation..see, tchrs aren't giving up on me, so why shld i give up on myself??


be it going thru this with a happy or sad mood, positive or negative attitude, everything will soon be over. it's our choice.
i want it to be a happy ending. so i will overcome this with a happy mood, & positive attitude.
well, i can do it.


to my beloved besties & buddies:
i thought what i wrote made some sense (LOL abit bhb but nvr the mind la.) dun u think so? (:
it applies to all of us.
u can do it too! please believe in yourselves & do ur best in every little thing. take pride in your work. start working diligently and we'll create miracles together! loves.