motivation back

Random stuffs.

it's weekends again!! :D hahas..everyday oso look fwd to this. haax..


after feeling lost for a few days or so..finally found back some motivation. i guess it's after the chem test. hahax..


oh well, next week will have tests again..


hmm..maybe i think too much le ba..worry too much..thats why i'm so stress..scary leh..not interested in any other things la..except to study whole day & think of sleep only..lols.


& then ali's class got somebody look like somebody de la..J1..see him really got the same feeling. from chung cheng yishun de..pattern same same..size same same..hair same same..looks not toally same same la..oops..i meant nth..mayb sub consciously took him as a substitute. the worst is i only tot of the good things..but i forgot how i was hurt. heh..but i dunno him la. lols.


not that i still sad..still think of somebody or wat la..jus occasionally will get reminded lo..i think it's really really really the end of us le ba..hmm ya..i accepted the fact long ago le.


now think think..quite stupid of me to start a relationship so young eh..cos no matter how oso wun last de. still muz go sch & e guy will go thru NS. it's e best to start at least at uni level lo..more stable. wa..i suddenly grow up le. more sensible after that experience.. hahas.


ok but i'm not generalising la..i think it will work out for some lo..minority. haax..


yeyness..i'm going new york skin solution on sunday! hahax..dunno if can get rid of e freckles after few treatments ma..((:


& netball may have self training for tournament soon..dunno if it'll be on fri aftn or sat morning lo..


i wasted whole day today slacking in sch..cos ali, ah huay & ah wan actually wanted to join 'The One", a singing comp in nyjc lo..in e end cannot join cos nvr sign up..that time no forms le..yupps but nvm la girls..next time we go kbox sing lo! :D


ok..will blog when i'm free ba..gotta do tut le..ajaahwating! (jiayous in korean. learnt it from peu. hahas! )